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To the Fullest All we have in life is not the things that we can bye, not the things that we work for, not the places we go, but the memories that we gain and the memories we leave behind.
Live as though you'll die at the end of every day or at the end of your life you will look back with regret. Take the time to walk slow through that park you go through every day on your way to work. Listen close when you hear music in the distance, and don't be afrade to dance to it. If you see some To the Fullest
by ~Charming-Destiny

LivingDance: As though no one is watching
Give: As though this day is your last
Love: As though you have never been hurt
Sing: As though no one can hear you
Live: As though heaven is on earth Living
by ~Charming-Destiny

Wish I KnewI wish I knew what keeps this shallow heart beating. I wish I knew what keeps these tired lungs breathing.
Because it isn't me anymore.
My wish for life has gone away.
I'm always forced to live through another day.

Because it isn't me any more.
Pulled to pieces I now collapse.
Unaware of the time elapsed.

Because it isn't me anymore.

Crying untillthe pain has numbed. All I was is now long gone.

Because it isn't me anymore.

I wish I knew what keeps this shallow heart beating. I wish I knew what keeps thes Wish I Knew
by ~Charming-Destiny

Wandering EndlesslyFall down don't know how far   Sleep walk among the stars
     Wandering Endlessly
  I cry out without a sound     I trip and hit the ground
     Wandering Endlessly
I need help can't you see     Why is life leaving me
     Wandering Endlessly
Please save me from my pain      I slip and fall in the rain
     Wandering Endlessly
All my hope is gone far a Wandering Endlessly
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What now?

Sat Aug 15, 2009, 11:58 AM

Mood: Agony
Listening to: Flights by falling up
Reading: The makeing of a chef
Watching: Eurika
Playing: Piano and Violin
Eating: Pizza
Drinking: Lemonade

It's amazing how fast things can change, how they can so sudenly alter everything. On thursday the 13 of august 2009 my mom died. And now I don't know what to do, so many people comming and going and the ever present prases "If you ever need anything, just call." or "how are you copeing?" they are starting to drive me mad. How do you live after this? how do you move on? People keep saying that they miss the "normal" me the person who is always smileing and happy. And I tell them that she might not come back, I know the pain won't last forever but right now I want to stop acting like it's ok, and that I'm alright, and just cry.

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These are 106 randome things about me

001. Name: Andraya
002. Nickname: Pooky
003. Married: No
004. Zodiac sign: um...Capricorn?
005. Male or female: Female
006. Elementary: Larkspur Elememtary
007. Highschool: Home Schooled
008. College: Hopefully Jonson and Wailes
009. Hair color: Light Brown
010. Long or short: Long-ish
011. Curly or Strate: Curly
012. Eye color: Light blue
013. Are you clean: Yes
014. Are you a health freak: Sort of
015. Height: 5'5
016. Weight: Next question
017. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
018. Do you like yourself: ummm... sure
019. Piercings: Four
020. Where: Ears
021. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

022. First surgery: Wisdome Teath age 15
023. First piercing: Ears age 9
024. First kiss: Age 13
025. First award: um...none
026. First sport you joined: Takwondo
027. First pet: Cat
028. First vacation: Grand Canyon
029. First concert: Rabeca St. James
030. First crush: Age 7 and you don't get to know his name

CURRENTLY:

031. Wearing: Pajama pants and a hoodie
032. Thinking about: Lots of stuff
033. Wanting: Heat
034. Sitting or standing: Sitting
035. Eating: Nothing
036. Drinking: Nothing
037. I'm about to: Sleep...hopefully
038. Listening to: Seether

YOUR FUTURE :

039. Want kids: Yes
040. Want to get married: Yes
041. Careers in mind: Bakeing/Sugar working or Music
042. Where do you want to live: Colorado or somewhere with mountains
043. Who do you think you'll marrie: um..I have no idea

WHICH IS BETTER? :

044. Lips or eyes: Eyes
045. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
046. Shorter or taller: Taller
047. Muscle or leen: Muscle
048. Cute or sexy: A little of each
049. Bad or good: Mostly good
050. Sweet or dorky: Sweet
051. Romantic or spontaneous: Or? what is this Or you speek of? I want both!
052. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach
053. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
054. Jelouse or understanding: Understanding
055. Out going or shy: Both
056. Tough or cute: Again BOTH but more cute
057. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
058. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble Maker
059. Agressive or submissive: Slightly agressive

HAVE YOU EVER :

060. Kissed a stranger?: Yes
061. Drank bubbles: um...not that I recall
062. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't have any
063. Ran away from home: Yes
064. Liked someone younger than you?: yes
065. Older: Yes
066. Broken someone's heart: Maby
067. Been arrested: SH!!! Yes
068. Turned someone down: yes...
069. Cried when someone died: Yes
070. Tryed to die: Once
071. Pretended to know someone just to make them confused: YES so fun!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

072. Yourself: I guess
073. Miracles: Yes
074. Love at first sight: Yes
075. Heaven: Yes
076. Hell: Yes
077. Santa claus: No
078. The boogie man: No
079. Goasts: Maby
080. Cursses: No
081. The easter bunny: No
082. Sex on the first date: No
083. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

084. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: Yes
085. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: No
086. Believe in God?: Yes
087. Are you a virgin?: Yes
088. Think you are a good person: I guess
089. Would you change your life if you could?: Not sure
090. Think You'll get to Heaven?: Maby

THESE ARE RANDOME!

091. Favorite time: Midnight
092. Favorite eliment: Fire
093. How old do you want to be when you die?: 90 at least...I think
094. Are you in love with someone right now: Yes
095. Favorite movie: um.... The Notebook
096. Favorite song: That is not fair!
097. How do you want to die?: Wow...in my sleep or haveing fun!
098. What is your bigest regret in life?: That I didn't have a chance to tell my mom I loved her one last time.
099. Favorite thing: Kittens
100. Favorite smell: The trees right after the Rain.
101. What do you want people to say when they remember you?:
That I listened when they needed me.
102. Cry alot: Not really.
103. Have alot of friends: I guess
104. Love people easily: Yes
105. Favorite Shape: A Star
106. What do you first see when you meet a person?: There eyes and then there smile then the way they talk.